Ever been in a pit?
fell in gradually slipped into one over the past year and it’s been really tough getting out. I’ve been taking a few weeks, to get my head on straight and get a plan and I can honestly say that I think it’s gonna be ok on the other side.
Why, you ask? Because I’m learning, and relearning that it’s totally normal to feel and it’s totally normal to need. Who knew? Needing/feeling wasn’t something that I got to do growing up, so doing those things as an adult, especially needing feels clingy and intense. Two things I tend to shy away from.
So, in this constant state of becoming, I’m learning to ask for what I need, connect with people on a level that doesn’t require me to perform or make nice if I don’t want to. I can just live in the now, love deeply and let myself be loved deeply. Feeling every bit of it. Even if it’s a little bit scary.
You all rock, thanks for your love and support!
#phamily #neversettle #trusttheprocess
- a great counselor
- seeing the light and the end of a tunnel and it’s not a train
- big glass of water
- a good ol’ belly laugh